My hard time at office :'(

My office started preparation on Audit. So my whole life changes for something that make me need to stop my oudoor activity. So my routine every 24/7 work as normally but i find myself at office from morning til night with disaster emotions. Because there have me and my boss then the vacant job still blank. So everyday i made my Adik tembam punya kerja. I think i'm so tired everyday with the same routine then another time i must headed to bank to perform my duty. poor me.. I think i couldn't focus my real job. i'm stress too. I need my weekend day to jogging,. then i can think freshly. that was me. So tyhis coming November really surprise me.. To someone who really pissed off by me, i'm so sorry can't meet you. i'm really in hard time :'( without my teman tapi mesra to wipe my tears.    

When i'm Gone ~ Anna Kendrick

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OREN SPORT RUN 2014 - 16/09/2014

Dalam pukul 5.oo pagi aku menunggu adik hasz jermput aku kat rumah.. Malam tadi aku tido mamai jer.. sbb rasa seram nak lari pagi esok.. yerla.. stamina n kekuatan aku tak beapa walaupun aku dah 3 hari exercise kat taman. Aku dapat info sebelum lari aku tak boleh makan terlalu kenyang. so pagi ni aku makan sikit jerla energy bar dan air putih.  Sampai kat Stadium Padang Sultan Sulaiman Klang dalam pukul 5.50pagi.. Panaskan badan sebentar dan dalam 6.50 pagi marathon bermula. kali ni pun aku amik 5km juga. peserta tak berapa ramai macam energizer dulu tapi lagi seronok sebab ada berbagai cabutan bertuah. Tapi kali ni aku lari awal-awal lagi dada dan perut aku sakit. Jadi aku hanya berjalanlah kebetulan disebelah aku ada seorang makcik yang berumur 50 tahun sedang berjalan juga. Kami bersembang lah macam-macam baru aku tau makcik ni masa muda2 dulu aktif berlari. Sampai di kawasan bukit sangat mencabar bagi aku. aku keep on walking jua tapi makcik tu dah tak larat dan duduk sebentar di tepi. Aku pula berjalan jer sebab aku tak nak duduk kat bukit yang panjang perjalannya tu. Aku berjalan jer dapatlah sedikit info.. ketika mahu berlari tidak digalakan makan makanan yang pedas-pedas, Mungkin kerana ini kali ni aku tak berlari sangat. Hurm cukup pukul 7.58 aku sampai kat garisan hurm tak sampai target aku.. Hurm tak pelah sekurang2nya aku tak berhenti dan tak ada apa-apa kemalangan kecil yang berlaku pada aku. Dapat jer goodies bag dan medal aku tgk yang paling lucu penaja Jasmine memberi Beras Perang Jasmine manakala Hasz pula dapat Bihun Jasmine.  

Bila dah balik aku pun tertidur sekejap.. Pastu bangun teringat sambal belacan yang bos aku nak aku buatkan. Aku pun dah abis buat. aku pula teringin nak makan sambal belacan tu so tumbuk la lagi sambal belacan untuk makanan kami pula. Aku masak sup ayam manakala Dayah pula masak nasi guna beras perang tadi dan goreng hati ayam. Maka lengkaplah makan malam awal kami pada hari ni.

to someone really made me pissed off during the forum

yesterday i went to forum Kuliah Ilmu - The Quest of Beauty; the Good, the Bad and the Ugly by Sheikh Yahya Ibrahim the titled so interested when i need joined my two friend they're Fida and Hasz.. The talk is good but when someone had text me during the talk really made me bored, why he text me? after the forum i replied the text to him, to be nice to a friend of mine but i really ever feel frustrated when he talk something that made me annoyed. Since i jump to a conclusion.. ok next time when i receive your text i will not reply to you. I hope you're clearly know why i become like that. i'm not finish type my text to you so, since you reply with a bad words like i need something for free. Okaylaaa since now on i will ignore you get out from my life and continuing to be a stranger to me and not a friend. You are really bothered me. Ok this sunday is Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.. I lay ten fingers to apologize to all recognize myself. To that stranger i dun know why each day i feel not like to see you. Please stay away from me and please be a stranger and not much for that please not appear in front of me.